I am once again considering my life decisions while trying to sleep. Making big plans to become a more serious person from now on.
But knowing the pattern I will probably just fall back into my usual pattern of life choices and not change a thing.
Also the new show "Blunt Talk" with Patrick Stewart has some serious meta game in my head, it's all because Captain Picard was and is such a prominent figure in my life. I would say it makes the show better than it is, so there is an advantage to having a disrupted thought process.