I like being tough, I keep on going despite all that assails me. I could adopt it as a creed for sure, I am damned tough, it makes me proud somehow.
I whine a bit in this blog, true. But overall I keep on going, I don't want to hurt those close to me by ending my life, so toughness it is.
I barely blub and I am living alone for two years now, I don't have that much hope that things will get better, so I keep my game face on and grin at death like a maniac.